Feb 11, 2009 10:23
exhaustion + label meeting = why am i so stupid, in the same exact way, all the time.
we're on pandora now, and whenever one of our songs from first record come on, i want to kill myself. why did i do that. frustrating.
i am so, so excited to record the next record. the material is so, so good. please, won't the gods of A&R smile upon me today. thanks.
now i'm back and the label meeting was fun, who knew.
must sleep.
trying to minimize the coffee wagon. two mattes today instead. big improvement.
not so much luck with the getting off the beer wagon.
played boston on my birthday. played an encore a moment after i turned 27. it wasn't as triumphant as it sounds, what with the misery.
Here is a list for myself, because lists are good when you're tired.
1. this too shall pass
2. write a song about it, even if you already wrote it
3. coffee and beer are boring
4. take out your contacts and they will be less blurry
5. clean your cubicle
dayjob,
coffee,
misery,
band