AAaaarrGGhhhh

Aug 06, 2004 05:06

Honestly, there was no reason for that AAaaarrGGhhhh, but it looked neat. Its FIVE AM!! I've completely lost it! No more marbles. Chickens flew the coop a looong time ago. Oh well. Hehe. I really need a life.

I don't even know where to start! Okay. I've been in Cincinnati, OH for about 6 weeks now. I miss sunny Florida...sooo BAD! ACK! Winter will be here soon and I'm gonna freeze to death, I've already prepped myself for it. ** :D ** I feel so happy right now. I'm a night owl. Whoa my sentences are really choppy. I'm sitting in my bed typing on my laptop and Allen is sleeping next to me. He's so peaceful and innocent looking. Aw, I love him to death! OH YEAH....my story. Okay...been here six weeks with Allen.

I arrived in OH around the 22 of June. Allen flew down and helped me load up to drive all the way back with me. He's such a sweetheart....Anyway. I still don't have a job and that sucks.

Places I've applied:
*Lowes
*Home Depot
*Movie theatre down the street and around the corner :D
*Telemarketing place where I turned the job down b/c they LIE to people..(thats a sin!)
*Office place where I made copies
*Best Buy
*Clothing store for plus size women

Places I won't apply:
*ad in the paper advertising dancers that make 100's a day and do house calls
*anywhere where the main component of making money is LYING

ANYWAY so no job as of yet, but Cincy is a pretty big place, I know I'll find SOMETHING!!!

Allen and I went to church last Sunday. It was the first time I'd gone since I'd been here. Most times I didn't go because I was up all night (like now) and couldn't wake my lazy butt up to go. SHAME ON ME! Our house isn't done yet so we don't have a shower. That has meant countless trips to Allen's parent's house to use their hot water. Man, I never knew what a blessing a hot shower was till it went missing!

Allen has embarked on a mission to prove his love to his parents. I don't know what to think of it. His family is not one that has ever shared feelings with one another, but Allen is trying to break all barriers. He called his dad up the other night at around 10:30p just to say "I love You" and to get his mom's work number to do the same for her. The next day we went for showers and his dad looked at him and asked him seriously if everything was alright because "last night was a little disturbing"! I was like WHOA! My family has always embraced love and feelings. Its the kind where ya get at least a hug and a kiss before ya leave and an "I love you" before ya hang up the phone. I love it! Unfortunately I've come to realize that not all fam's are like that.

Another thing that has been on my mind lately is that I have no friends. LoL, pathetic. I don't think I have people skills! Actually, I never go out anywhere to find friends. I don't drink or party or anything and the church I go to right now has no young people! I have Allen tho so its all good. *big smile*

I suppose I'll try to write more tomorrow...If not, well I have no friends so nobody will care :D
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