what up dood....i feel ya on all that, even the working out stuff cuz im fat...i've been slackin at that, but after spring break, it'll def come back...we should work out this summer together...as for all the God stuff, i feel ya on that too...its even more convicting goin to a christian college where everyone has this attitude of "you gotta have it all figured out"...eff that!! a lot of times ill catch myself doin or saying something, and ill be like, dood, youre gonna be a youth pastor, what makes you think youre gonna be a good one doin this? sometimes i dont feel like im worthy to be a leader of impressionable youth cuz of the way I am...my only comfort is to tell myself that this is where/what i am supposed to do and that God has crazy awesome stuff in store for me...but its my job not to mess it up now...i gotta to my part and hold up my end of the deal and live for him always...make him my Turkey!! you should read "Blue Like Jazz" by Donald Miller...i have it and am done with it if you wanna borrow it...its mostly about this guys life story and his struggles with the whole christian walk thing...he touches on the themes you were talkin bout quite a bit...its an easy read too cuz he just writes everything so real...its not like a christian self-help book...its just a guy puttin his real, raw emotions and thoughts down about this whole thing...ite, i freakin wrote a book sry...i'll tell you more about it when i see you next...and if you read this before you come to HU then come and see me then...if not, ill call you this weekend or something...peace
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