Day 16
Dear Journal
I had trouble breathing last night, and was too afraid to fall asleep, because when I would dose off I would stop breathing and wake up gasping for air. I think it may have been that I took too much medicine, so today I was very careful. I eventually fell asleep and lived, yay for me.
Woke up and had a nice day with John. We watched some shows and took a nice bath together. A cold one on accident, but it was okay. He had to get ready for work, and he got his first paycheck today. After he got back he decided to try to cash it at walmart cuz the bank isn't an option right now. No luck at walmart, so he went to winco but that section was closed. He was very disheartened when he got home, which made me sad, but he got better and we're gonna try the check into cash type place nearby in the morning.
My mama texted asking if we could come over cuz she 'needed to talk' to us. I got worried and called her and made her tell me on the phone. She started off by saying that she wanted to know if she could use one of our rooms for storage, and I was like "psh! that's no big deal! of course!" and was all relieved, but then she dropped it on me. She's having to move to atwater! all the way in Atwater! I'm so sad about this, I hate being far away from my mama. I hate it sooo much, I'm still actually crying a little bit. But she said they need to do it, and I understand.
Tomorrow is father's day. I had wanted to go visit my dad's grave in Santa Nella, but everyone is out of gas and it just didn't work out the way I wanted it to. My mama was upset it couldn't work out, and she offered for Joe to take me, but I really wouldn't be comfortable with that. I want it to be my mama, my neener, and my John. We're going to try to make it next week so we'll have more time to better plan it out. I know next week isn't father's day, but I know my daddy will understand. I've thought about him a lot recently, I think cuz of the family reunion and seeing my Uncle Bob. Me and John want to do something in his memory tomorrow. We also wanna go to my mama's house. Maybe we'll incorporate the two.
I'm feeling sleepy. I had such a bad headache today, but it's dulled now thankfully.
I hope tomorrow's a good day.
I miss my mama and want to see her asap.
Best of Stuff
Ta,
L
I had trouble breathing last night, and was too afraid to fall asleep, because when I would dose off I would stop breathing and wake up gasping for air. I think it may have been that I took too much medicine, so today I was very careful. I eventually fell asleep and lived, yay for me.
Woke up and had a nice day with John. We watched some shows and took a nice bath together. A cold one on accident, but it was okay. He had to get ready for work, and he got his first paycheck today. After he got back he decided to try to cash it at walmart cuz the bank isn't an option right now. No luck at walmart, so he went to winco but that section was closed. He was very disheartened when he got home, which made me sad, but he got better and we're gonna try the check into cash type place nearby in the morning.
My mama texted asking if we could come over cuz she 'needed to talk' to us. I got worried and called her and made her tell me on the phone. She started off by saying that she wanted to know if she could use one of our rooms for storage, and I was like "psh! that's no big deal! of course!" and was all relieved, but then she dropped it on me. She's having to move to atwater! all the way in Atwater! I'm so sad about this, I hate being far away from my mama. I hate it sooo much, I'm still actually crying a little bit. But she said they need to do it, and I understand.
Tomorrow is father's day. I had wanted to go visit my dad's grave in Santa Nella, but everyone is out of gas and it just didn't work out the way I wanted it to. My mama was upset it couldn't work out, and she offered for Joe to take me, but I really wouldn't be comfortable with that. I want it to be my mama, my neener, and my John. We're going to try to make it next week so we'll have more time to better plan it out. I know next week isn't father's day, but I know my daddy will understand. I've thought about him a lot recently, I think cuz of the family reunion and seeing my Uncle Bob. Me and John want to do something in his memory tomorrow. We also wanna go to my mama's house. Maybe we'll incorporate the two.
I'm feeling sleepy. I had such a bad headache today, but it's dulled now thankfully.
I hope tomorrow's a good day.
I miss my mama and want to see her asap.
Best of Stuff
Ta,
L