my life
im 24 and i feel like instead of going upward im goin downhill. i wish i could go back to senior year of high school and start all over. i had a savings account, i had fun (although i should of dumped mark's ass long ago and had more fun) and i had so much potential. plus i knew what happiness felt like. i wasnt depressed and i was actually optimistic. now i feel like im in a rut and i cant get out. its like everytime i get inches out, i get pushed right back down. i look at everyone around me and all the people i graduated high school with (thanks myspace) and they're goin some where. they are happy. my life is in fuckin pieces and no matter how hard i try to super glue it together it looks wrong. i give up on life. fuck everyhing. im done with trying. im gonna go to work just to make money to pay bills and sleep the rest of my life away