this world fuckin hates me
im trying not to be so hopeless. Im tryin not to be so depressed and sad. im fuckin exhausted. i sleep but it doesnt refresh me. i sleep but i dont relax. i have tomorrow and wed off. i was so excited cause i was gonna clean this apartment up and actually try to relax after. i was gonna do most of the cleaning tonight after work and then tomorrow run some errands. yea well im fuckin screwed. i cant find my fuckin work key! i lost one before during the winter and i was told that if i lose this one im fired. im fucked. i cant find it anywhere!!!! i had it when i locked up last night then i drove right here to my apartment and then i went to work today at noon. i didnt do anything else. where the fuck is it?!?! i must of dropped it on the street outside and now its not there. i asked the landlord if anyone has brought her a key that they found but no one has. im fucked. i hate being yelled at. i hate feeling stupid. this sucks. im so sick of my life.