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im really getting sick of all the shit talking. get over it! my god! its my life. so mind ur own business. i never lied. i meant everything i said, atleast i thought i did then when i said it. ur saying shit to try to make me feel bad but all ur doin is pissing me off even more. i might not show it but i do feel bad. i feel horrible for how everything ended. but maybe if u didnt look at MY email, shit would of went differently. stop making it seem like i left u for my ex. yes i still have feelings for him, he's always had my heart. but me talking with him has nothin to do with me leaving u. we were total opposites! we had hardly anything in common. im sorry but i never had "a blast" with u. i tried to fall in love with someone totally different from what im attracted to or want. would u of rather had me wait longer before ending this? oh and u know whats funny?! i never ended it, YOU did! i never said this was over or anything, you did when u were flipping out at me while i was trying to sleep cause i had a fuckin 12hr day of work the next morning. so maybe u should stop with all the accusing and stop trying to be the fuckin victim. fine ur hurting but stop running ur mouth about how much of a bitch i am. yes i admit IM A FUCKING BITCH! ive always admitted it. but im NOT a typical girl. im just not the right girl for u. u need a "good" girl. im not that.