my mind works in strange ways....
...i just wish i understood it. so i went to my new doc on monday. i swear i got the works done. she gave me a card to a psychiatry and counseling place cause i asked for one. she said that all i need to do is get some sun now that the warm weaher is here and go to the gym and i should be ok. yea...ok. i was depressed last summer and i went to the gym religiously and i was outside everyday. i have no motivation to do anything. i havent been to the gym in over a month. i have no time. i can never get up in the morning. Shane says that im just stessed and im doing so much and it'll get better once im out of school. i want to believe him but i just dont see that happening. anyways..
in other news, i brought Slick to work with me on Thurs. to recheck his ears and Dr. Freeman says they look awesome and that he looks great. im so happy to hear that. so she changed his ear meds cause he's still got some debris in one ear which is covering his ear drum. the funny thing is now that he's back home with me he keeps sleeping in the carrier. he's so weird. when i took the carrier out on thursday morning Issac ran out of the room (ive never seen him run so fast!) and Slick walked right into it without me making him. i know he was dropped at the hospital in a carrier so u would think he wouldnt like it especially if he was living in it for awhile. eh i dont know. but he's my cutie. him and Issac are getting along better. they even play! but Issac gets too rough and Slick runs away.
on Monday me and Shane went to the Bruins game cause i got tix half off...yup i rock haha. the game was good until they had a shoot out and Boston sucks at that. of course there had to be kids behind us. ugh i hate kids. they kept yelling out "body shot!" or body slam. something like that. i wanted to body slam them. fuckin annoying kids. so yea Bruins lost. but good news is i got Staind tix! they're playing at the Hampton Beach Casino June 1st. fuck yea! i cant wait! we're also goin to see Kenny Chesney. Shane always come with me to my shows so im gonna go see his fav. singer with him. ive never been to a country show. yea im gonna be so outta place. but it'll be fun anyways cause it'll be Shane freaking out this time instead of me. it'll be cute to see him all happy and singing. we're thinking of goin to the Bruins game on Mon April 10th.
my cousin Mia is coming to the US for the first time. she'll be staying with me i cant wait! she's coming April 29th which is perfect cause by then i wont have any school work to worry about. My huge group project in Animal Breeding is due the 21st and Pet fest is the 22nd. that week is goin to suck cause its also April Vacation for the school kids and im working all week. i swear if they dont hire someone soon i wont survive working there another summer or year. work is whats stressing me out. not school or anything else. its work. we're understaffed and im feeling the wrath of it. i cover everyone. i put in extra hours to help out. yet i dont feel appreciated cause when i ask for a day off cause i have to be at school cause im getting graded for it, i feel like im burdening everyone at work. im gonna stop here cause i'll rant on and on and its goin to ruin the rest of my day.
in other news, i brought Slick to work with me on Thurs. to recheck his ears and Dr. Freeman says they look awesome and that he looks great. im so happy to hear that. so she changed his ear meds cause he's still got some debris in one ear which is covering his ear drum. the funny thing is now that he's back home with me he keeps sleeping in the carrier. he's so weird. when i took the carrier out on thursday morning Issac ran out of the room (ive never seen him run so fast!) and Slick walked right into it without me making him. i know he was dropped at the hospital in a carrier so u would think he wouldnt like it especially if he was living in it for awhile. eh i dont know. but he's my cutie. him and Issac are getting along better. they even play! but Issac gets too rough and Slick runs away.
on Monday me and Shane went to the Bruins game cause i got tix half off...yup i rock haha. the game was good until they had a shoot out and Boston sucks at that. of course there had to be kids behind us. ugh i hate kids. they kept yelling out "body shot!" or body slam. something like that. i wanted to body slam them. fuckin annoying kids. so yea Bruins lost. but good news is i got Staind tix! they're playing at the Hampton Beach Casino June 1st. fuck yea! i cant wait! we're also goin to see Kenny Chesney. Shane always come with me to my shows so im gonna go see his fav. singer with him. ive never been to a country show. yea im gonna be so outta place. but it'll be fun anyways cause it'll be Shane freaking out this time instead of me. it'll be cute to see him all happy and singing. we're thinking of goin to the Bruins game on Mon April 10th.
my cousin Mia is coming to the US for the first time. she'll be staying with me i cant wait! she's coming April 29th which is perfect cause by then i wont have any school work to worry about. My huge group project in Animal Breeding is due the 21st and Pet fest is the 22nd. that week is goin to suck cause its also April Vacation for the school kids and im working all week. i swear if they dont hire someone soon i wont survive working there another summer or year. work is whats stressing me out. not school or anything else. its work. we're understaffed and im feeling the wrath of it. i cover everyone. i put in extra hours to help out. yet i dont feel appreciated cause when i ask for a day off cause i have to be at school cause im getting graded for it, i feel like im burdening everyone at work. im gonna stop here cause i'll rant on and on and its goin to ruin the rest of my day.