i don't understand...
i just don't get it. i feel so happy, and then i sit down and all of a sudden i'm sad. i feel so alone. i really do. i had a dream about someone last night. i've been dreaming about him a lot lately. i don't know why. i never imagined i'd miss him this much. they're really strange dreams. i keep having dreams about us being together. it's strange. i miss him a lot actually. i can't wait for him to come home for the holidays...it's been too long since i've seen him. i don't know why it's getting to me all of a sudden. like it feels like in the last two days i noticed he left. and i don't know why him. we've been friends for a long time, it feels like forever. i consider him one of my best friends. i just don't get it.