i know..

[lotsolaughing]

a lot of things.

i shouldn't be worrying about him.

i shouldn't worry about him either, he's a big boy and take care of himself.

there are people who love me.

i have friends, even if they aren't down the street.

our friendship is over, and i should be okay with that.

i'm not okay with it.

my obsessive personality is not healthy.

i don't care about what i'm doing to myself as much as i should.

i shouldn't be so emo, my life really is great.

in the toughest times there are only a handful of people that will stick with me.

that is a fact of life, and i need to suck it up and deal.

i may never see either of them again, and that scares me.

i need to be happier.

i need to live life to the fullest.

i need to tell people how i feel because there isn't always time for second chances.

i love him.

he doesn't know.

i don't know what to do with myself tommorow, next week, the rest of my life.

no one else knows too much either about their future.

i'm obsessing.

i don't know if i have time to think about it...