Dear God Save Me.
OK, so we had a discussion about Adam Lambert today and since the damn convo the one song I know of his has been stuck in my head. And I know like 2 bars. It's pissing me off. I feel like I should find a freeby of it and just listen to it since I've heard it like twice. Hot song though, not gonna lie. Even if it's artist is an annoying woman. Sorry, gay man who looks so much like a woman sometimes it confuses me. Dude, totally just watched the AMA performance, dude, man. Way to be totally freaking off key super pitchy and just not an awesome performance. Eww, I could do better than that, and WHAT was that riff at the end? Dear god. I feel like that guy got his hair ripped out, apperantly things are getting rough. That was just a really bad performance. Sorry Adam. Lost was awesome. Ok, well, good. The episode was very entertaining and I enjoyed watching it but it didn't answer too much. It was fun to watch however because it was full of things I find sexy, suspenders, horseback riding, and accents. Score. I'm not usually one for a spanish accent but Nestor totally pulled it off. He looks awful with a bread though. My room mate is going away tomorrow, dunno if it's for the day or what but I'm so excited not to have to listen to her whining when I'm finally kind of getting better. I wouldn't say I'm over it but I'm accepting it. And accepting that I don't know the future and who knows. Right now I want spaghetti so so so badly...I want it!!!! I crave werid things. I dunno where my freaking monthly gift is. I learned a phrase regarding that "I love being a girl I hate being a woman" So true. So so so true. Ew my brother told me to go out with my friend NIck today. Ew. Ew ew ew. Not on his life. He just likes him because he's a nerd who likes the same shit I do but there is no way I can tolerate him in that sense. Just ew. I don't even want to think about it. Every time I meet a boy Danny wants me to go out with him, I have no idea why, it's kinda weird. Plus, as an after thought, Nick hits me ALL the time. I swear, I get slapped in the face more here than I did at home (which was often) because inevitably when I hang around him I get smacked. I mean I really don't care, smack doesn't hurt me but what the fuck? What happened to not hitting a girl? Oh yeah, that rule got lost seeing as I have proved since the beginning of the year that I'm more of a man than my guy friends. I hang around with pansies. What the fuck. I think they're only just remembering I'm a girl now because I've been upset about relationship issues for a week and guys don't do that apparently. Whatever, see I am a girl. I'm a freakin' pretty girl god damn it. Or I would be if my hair wasn't constantly greasy even if I shower, I didn't have zits all over my face, wore clothes that fit, and had boobs but we all know I really don't care about any of the things I just mentioned. Right. Bedtime. Peace out.