Feb 16, 2005 14:55
Well, everyday seems uneventful. Maegan's sister and mother got into a car accident. :( I hope that they are doing well and have an untroubled recovery. I wonder how Maegan is dealing with it. I hope she's doing alright as well.
I just finished doing laundry and waiting for 3:00 so I can head out to the mall and saturate my mind with life, and my mouth with McDonalds :) I really dont enjoy having day's off. It is really boring. I would rather be working. I could use the money so I can get out of this joint and have my own place and actually start my own life. I would have to try and find a place a little closer to work however, it costs a lot going to and from work, and if I happen to walk, it really is boring. Not so much tiresome even when jogging, but I would rather have some sort of transportation if I can't find a place to live that is really close. Maybe there is something for rent on Thickson. I doubt it thoug. There are nothing but houses there.
If I do happen to move on my own (which I really should by now) I am going to have to be a little more dedicated to my job. If I can't get the hours that I need, though, then that is going to set me back because right now i'm not getting anywhere near full time. I'm barely making part time and it's hitting the pockets hard.
I wish I had people from the past back in my life. I mean it's the past it's over and done with. Big deal. You live and you learn and you grow. It is weird though, when I do have people in my life, i dont seem to want them very much, shit happens and ugh,I just dont want to put up with it, but when i'm alone, i would just do anything to have someone in my life. There has to be a compromise to be made somewhere.
Well I guess that's all she wrote for now. It's 5 minutes to three, that will give me time to get my shit on and head to the bus stop. :S
latah.