Apr 16, 2005 22:20
"but i love you" she whispers as he walks into the hotel room with someone else. -lucy davis, Untitled.
"maybe in the end, she didnt really understand sex, or love, or how the two of them did or did not fit together" anna percy, the A List
"i dont care if sex is casual, fantasy or feelings actual...i wont be your stepping stone to any sort of bullshit throne" -fiction plane
"i want so badly to believe that there is truth...that love is real. and i want life in every word to the extent that its absurd." -postal service
"i may be lonely, but im not that cheap." -fiction plane
"She sat wondering how it was possible to want something so far out of her reach so badly.
So badly that she sometimes ached and would shed tears of longing. Knowing that he was having the same exact thoughts of another girl." lucy davis, Untitled.
"And there it was. She spun her board towards shore, paddled like hell, and felt the water rush under her. She rose to her feet.
Be the wave. Be the wave.
Arms out, knees bent, totally concentrating on the moment, Anna Percy rode the wave. She laughed with joy as the wall of water powered her towards shore. Life, love, boys--it was all about balance." -anna percy
i just dont get it. things are so complicated. its about balance, right? how do you go aout finding what that balance is when you dont even know what it is that you are balancing? how can it be that you feel something so strongly in a such futile situation? how can you feel so much for someone who doesnt feel that way towards you and probably never will? this whole system is unfair. and i cant help but wonder...where will i be this time next year? and who will i be there with?