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so what if your friends think im crazy?
well i wasnt trying to impress those girls anyway.
theyre all theory no action.
where im from...we live like its the latest attraction.
i dont know what happened this year...but im different. It has a lot to do with that one night last summer and me getting so sick. Ive realized theres more to life than caring what people think of me. Sure, i still do care...who doesnt? And yes, during highschool i was that girl who wore the colored tights and the 80's clothes and i had fun doing it. but thats not what i mean. i mean that im free to be who i am...and no one can stop me. i say whats on my mind and i love it. and yeah, ive sort of gotten better at standing up for myself, but nearly as good as i need to be. ive made so many new friends this year, friends who are like myself, just out for a good time. i dont need drama, i never did. andi think dawn says it best "you can be mature and very fun, one of the most responsible people i know, but everytime im with you...i feel like im on crack"
all i need is the beach. and everything will be okay. (which opens in 52 days, btw)