Jul 11, 2002 03:42
my stomach keeps dropping. certainly in a way that somethings not right. somethings wrong. i think i may be physically ill - it just keeps doing that at random times, for no real reasons, and my heart keeps racing.
i should just go to bed. but i just let the boys out for a few minutes of free time. they've been locked in their cage all night, because i was afraid i didn't have the patiences to deal with them. they are harassing the girlies. i've got to put their cage back up where they can't get to them.
tomorrow. i'll get the rat cages cleaned. maybe move the girls into a tank. if i had known what troubles it would cause to have girl and boy rats, i may have never gotten the girls, sides for the fact i can't wait till Jess has kidlets.
jesse just ran off with a piece of sweet and sour chicken.
i want to fall off the face of the earth. NOW.