le famile
my dear dear family was here for a very brief moment
i loved it and hated all at once.
they were only here for one day technically they arrived late
thursday and left sat morn we went to sea world on fri it was fun
my apt was in ruins from the moment they got there to the moment they left
i must admit once they were gone i was a little sad. i always wonder how dificult it would be for me if i moved to seattle i mean that would mean that i wouldnt get to see them for extended periods of time that would also mean that my relationship with eric would be no more he has flat out told me that he will not move to seattle and i have no intentions to be a texan for the rest of my life for fuck sake i dont intend in being a texan in the next 5 yrs.
i dunno sometimes i cant help but feel like this relationship is just...
i dont know not a waste of time more of a dead end road like soon it will
reach the level where there is no more room for it to grow so it will simply fall apart collapse like a tower that was built to high on a foundation
that wasnt strong enough. thats it. we are too diffrent our wants are diffrent and i dont wanna live here forever. i have all these things that i want to do and i love eric, but i love myself more and i want to have all the things that i want.
this last part was word vomit.
gil
i loved it and hated all at once.
they were only here for one day technically they arrived late
thursday and left sat morn we went to sea world on fri it was fun
my apt was in ruins from the moment they got there to the moment they left
i must admit once they were gone i was a little sad. i always wonder how dificult it would be for me if i moved to seattle i mean that would mean that i wouldnt get to see them for extended periods of time that would also mean that my relationship with eric would be no more he has flat out told me that he will not move to seattle and i have no intentions to be a texan for the rest of my life for fuck sake i dont intend in being a texan in the next 5 yrs.
i dunno sometimes i cant help but feel like this relationship is just...
i dont know not a waste of time more of a dead end road like soon it will
reach the level where there is no more room for it to grow so it will simply fall apart collapse like a tower that was built to high on a foundation
that wasnt strong enough. thats it. we are too diffrent our wants are diffrent and i dont wanna live here forever. i have all these things that i want to do and i love eric, but i love myself more and i want to have all the things that i want.
this last part was word vomit.
gil