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Some pieces fall into certain places and others need to be put in the place we think they belong, yet even then we could be wrong. Some colors look similar and yet the shapes aren't quite right.
I'm having a debate. See there always seems to be a theme that occurs. And you don't notice until it passes that it was just something being repeated again.
I've tried to change a lot of things that I've been doing and things i've been relying on and I really have been trying to reach. But it's funny cause i've been trying to talk to people and keep connected and I never realized that its really just so easy as saying something Instead of waiting for people to come to you take initiative and go to them. How can they help or be there if you don't try and connect with them yourself? You can't sit there and question if they care all the time if you aren't showing you care either. It's just not how it works.
I can only say it cause I've walked both roads so closely lately. It's almost impossible not to see that now.
It's funny though. I feel so different than I did just a short time ago and i don't completely understand it yet. To be honest it's worrysome. I feel its something that I should be able to decipher a bit more. But hey - step by step and day by day you see more than you did before.
The pain rises and falls like the tides just as the happiness and the worry and the sadness always have. It's an interchangeable thing. Within on selves is a key that if we can't locate we can't unlock ourselves from the box we place ourselves in. If we follow our patterns for the fear of change or speaking out than be prepared to stay locked in the box. No one can find a key that lies within you. You do what it takes fro yourself but it's important to remember that's true of all people you are linked with. Even those closest. It's not quite right to say they put themselves before you - its not so simple nor so selfish but you do such things as well. Your attitudes can dictate what the attitudes are around you. Your arrogance and your closure amplify more than you realize. What will you do with it. Change it? Or cry wolf more thinking no one cares when it's really just not what it's about.
Things like that - they don't leave my head. It's something I'm trying to keep in perspective personally. Of course it'll fly out the window at times. But i got it wrapped around my head.
I wonder. . . is it enough? Only time will tell I suppose.
I suppose the only thing I'm hoping for right now is that I'll never have ignorance as my best friend.
I'm having a debate. See there always seems to be a theme that occurs. And you don't notice until it passes that it was just something being repeated again.
I've tried to change a lot of things that I've been doing and things i've been relying on and I really have been trying to reach. But it's funny cause i've been trying to talk to people and keep connected and I never realized that its really just so easy as saying something Instead of waiting for people to come to you take initiative and go to them. How can they help or be there if you don't try and connect with them yourself? You can't sit there and question if they care all the time if you aren't showing you care either. It's just not how it works.
I can only say it cause I've walked both roads so closely lately. It's almost impossible not to see that now.
It's funny though. I feel so different than I did just a short time ago and i don't completely understand it yet. To be honest it's worrysome. I feel its something that I should be able to decipher a bit more. But hey - step by step and day by day you see more than you did before.
The pain rises and falls like the tides just as the happiness and the worry and the sadness always have. It's an interchangeable thing. Within on selves is a key that if we can't locate we can't unlock ourselves from the box we place ourselves in. If we follow our patterns for the fear of change or speaking out than be prepared to stay locked in the box. No one can find a key that lies within you. You do what it takes fro yourself but it's important to remember that's true of all people you are linked with. Even those closest. It's not quite right to say they put themselves before you - its not so simple nor so selfish but you do such things as well. Your attitudes can dictate what the attitudes are around you. Your arrogance and your closure amplify more than you realize. What will you do with it. Change it? Or cry wolf more thinking no one cares when it's really just not what it's about.
Things like that - they don't leave my head. It's something I'm trying to keep in perspective personally. Of course it'll fly out the window at times. But i got it wrapped around my head.
I wonder. . . is it enough? Only time will tell I suppose.
I suppose the only thing I'm hoping for right now is that I'll never have ignorance as my best friend.