Nov 22, 2009 15:23
My heads not in the game. Theres a part of me that wants to be sooooo focused to just blow my work out of the water and then there is part of me that just wants to look at the teacher and be like "fuck no, you do it, I'm not. And while you're at it mkae it good. You know what you want I don't your better I'll just read your shit and learn from that ok?" But . . well that doesn't work does it? Ahhh blah - i have done minimal work compared to what i need to do. Instead I sleep. I prefer my own dream world lately compared to everything else.
Everything is pissing me off though. I don't know why I'm just getting so irritated with how everything is. I'm just all done with it and so annoyed that shit is working out how it is.
Blah I'm pissed. Just pissed.
That's all. I want to go home now. I would like to just leave right now without a second thought. I want to eat at home and get the fuck out of here. I don't want to wait til tuesday. I have one class tomorrow thats all. . .so :shrugs: i dont know. BLEHHHHHHHHHHHH