Ashes of Another Life (Sam/Dean, NC-17) Big Bang Master Post
Title: Ashes of Another Life
Author: lostt1
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 45,972
Spoilers: Nothing but the pilot.
Disclaimer: Not mine. I just like to play with them every once in awhile.
Notes: Written for spn_j2_bigbang. Title from Shinedown. All other thanks and notes at the end.
Summary: When Sam left for Stanford, he was embarking on a grand adventure in the world of normal. Though hurt by Sam's choice to leave, Dean kept his distance, keeping an eye on his brother from afar. When their paths finally cross again, Sam has changed far more than Dean could have ever expected. It's up to Dean to figure out what happened during their years apart. Who is Sam if not a Winchester? Who has Sam become? And is there anything Dean can do to get him back?
Prologue | Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 & Thanks
And be sure to check out the wonderful art by causette. I was so incredibly lucky to have her. You can find her post here.
Soundtrack:
01. Shinedown - .45 (acoustic)
02. Faultline (ft Chris Martin) - Where is my Boy?
03. Bush - Cold Contagious
04. Pearl Jam - Nothing As it Seems
05. 30 Seconds to Mars - The Story
06. Athlete - This is What I Sound Like
07. Bif Naked - Nothing Else Matters
08. Screaming Trees - Closer
09. Embrace - Wish Em All Away
10. Veruca Salt - The Same Person
11. Stone Temple Pilots - And So I Know
12. Default - Live a Lie
13. Greenwheel - Identity
14. Deftones - Change (in the House of Flies)
15. 3 Doors Down - The Real Life
16. Silverchair - After All These Years
17. Audioslave - Doesn't Remind Me
18. Naked - Headlights
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