My life as of now...
My life as of now is a little better than it was last year at least. I learned how to be more patient with people and along the way how to make someone else happy rather just myself, I give thanks to a special someone that showed me that. For it wasn't for her I would still be stuck dealing with the loneliness and depressing nights. Sure me and Lesley hardly talk anymore like we use to back in the days, which was practically everyday, but I know were still friends. Angie is coming around as well, the other night she texted me and we had a fun convo it might have been the alcohol which loosen her up a bit, but its good to see that Angie wants to go out and have fun even though I'm at the point of my life where I want to focus on my career, Ill still sneak in some club nights once in a while.
As for things with the new girlfriend the chemistry between us is beyond dynamic, if you thought Lesley gave me confidence this woman takes it to a whole new level. Chemistry wise we are meant for each other, but when it comes to other issues on the side I'm left in confusion. a while back she told me she was going to a therapy to work things with her ex boyfriend. I don't see why she would go out of her way for a guy who completely disrespects her in every way possible, not to mention a guy who´s beyond the jealous type. Now its been six days since I last talked to her because her phones been disconnected because she cant afford to pay it this month, which in a way part of me wants to believe her because she does come from a very poor family, but the other part thinks she is making that as an excuse and doesn't want to admit she went back to him. I mean so far we been very truthful towards each other and open, but now I dont know what to think or feel.
As for things with the new girlfriend the chemistry between us is beyond dynamic, if you thought Lesley gave me confidence this woman takes it to a whole new level. Chemistry wise we are meant for each other, but when it comes to other issues on the side I'm left in confusion. a while back she told me she was going to a therapy to work things with her ex boyfriend. I don't see why she would go out of her way for a guy who completely disrespects her in every way possible, not to mention a guy who´s beyond the jealous type. Now its been six days since I last talked to her because her phones been disconnected because she cant afford to pay it this month, which in a way part of me wants to believe her because she does come from a very poor family, but the other part thinks she is making that as an excuse and doesn't want to admit she went back to him. I mean so far we been very truthful towards each other and open, but now I dont know what to think or feel.