list of shit
so the last... 2 weeks have pretty much sucked. let's recap shall we?
1) My brother ran away from home for a week and we didn't know where he was and i felt responsible and now he's back but i'm still kind of mad at him for being so selfish.
2) My cousin had a baby (that part didn't suck, pretty great actually) and there was some stuff going on with the mom (they aren't married) that had us worried about her health, can't really get into details cuz it's private family stuff, but yeah, we were all really worried.
3) choir just ended and towards the end there, i was getting a little stressed. i was sad cuz i had to miss a bunch of rehearsals because of the family stuff going on and because of that lost a solo, which i was really excited about.
4) i over exerted myself in rehearsal and feinted. ever since then i feel woozy if i stand up for too long.
5) i started dating this guy and of course sinch i'm not the hook-up type, was feeling guilty for being involved with someone without having an emotional attachment.
6) my alcoholic aunt has started drinking again.
7) we had to put down my dog yesterday. he was a year and a half old. i'll miss you, blue.
8) my guitar string is broken and i can't release any of my emoness by playing
9) i miss what's-his-name back in wisc, though i keep telling myself he doesn't care anymore.
so shit just keeps falling on me. this summer isn't going so well. so yay. here are some lyrics. yes they're about what's-his-name
Walking slowly towards the only thing that moves me.
Seasons change, from where I stand I see
Colors changing the sky from red to blue.
Each passing day brings me closer to you.
Distance fosters silence and in the quiet I dream
Of sunny days beside you, hope fixed like a beam.
I will stand in line waiting for my turn.
Be patient with me through this time, who says that I can’t learn?
I cling to you my grasp is tight around your hand.
You whisper to let go but I don’t understand.
I don’t know if I can change or if I even should,
But I know that I would keep you if I could.
Raising doubts I hold my breath until I’m through,
Close my eyes and in my dreams I’m seeing you.
You are the phantom ghost always next to me,
Try as I might I can’t seem to get free.
I cling to you your memory presses on my mind.
You whisper I care for you but you’re just being kind.
I don’t know how you feel, I never understood,
But I know that I would keep you if I could.
Don’t you know that I would keep you if I could?
1) My brother ran away from home for a week and we didn't know where he was and i felt responsible and now he's back but i'm still kind of mad at him for being so selfish.
2) My cousin had a baby (that part didn't suck, pretty great actually) and there was some stuff going on with the mom (they aren't married) that had us worried about her health, can't really get into details cuz it's private family stuff, but yeah, we were all really worried.
3) choir just ended and towards the end there, i was getting a little stressed. i was sad cuz i had to miss a bunch of rehearsals because of the family stuff going on and because of that lost a solo, which i was really excited about.
4) i over exerted myself in rehearsal and feinted. ever since then i feel woozy if i stand up for too long.
5) i started dating this guy and of course sinch i'm not the hook-up type, was feeling guilty for being involved with someone without having an emotional attachment.
6) my alcoholic aunt has started drinking again.
7) we had to put down my dog yesterday. he was a year and a half old. i'll miss you, blue.
8) my guitar string is broken and i can't release any of my emoness by playing
9) i miss what's-his-name back in wisc, though i keep telling myself he doesn't care anymore.
so shit just keeps falling on me. this summer isn't going so well. so yay. here are some lyrics. yes they're about what's-his-name
Walking slowly towards the only thing that moves me.
Seasons change, from where I stand I see
Colors changing the sky from red to blue.
Each passing day brings me closer to you.
Distance fosters silence and in the quiet I dream
Of sunny days beside you, hope fixed like a beam.
I will stand in line waiting for my turn.
Be patient with me through this time, who says that I can’t learn?
I cling to you my grasp is tight around your hand.
You whisper to let go but I don’t understand.
I don’t know if I can change or if I even should,
But I know that I would keep you if I could.
Raising doubts I hold my breath until I’m through,
Close my eyes and in my dreams I’m seeing you.
You are the phantom ghost always next to me,
Try as I might I can’t seem to get free.
I cling to you your memory presses on my mind.
You whisper I care for you but you’re just being kind.
I don’t know how you feel, I never understood,
But I know that I would keep you if I could.
Don’t you know that I would keep you if I could?