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i am....confused.
on the one hand, he is 2000 miles away and could be doing anything right now, with anyone.
but i don't think he is.
but he could be. and i feel weird just giving my phone number to a guy.
i miss him, but i don't know if he misses me.
i want him, but i don't know if he wants me.
i'm waiting for him, but i don't know if he's waiting for me.
so i am......confused.
if i flirt, if i date or hook up or whatever
would that be a betrayal?
is there a line? and how do i know if i've crossed it.
if he is waiting, and i dated another guy, would that be unforgivable.
WHAT IS HE THINKING????
and why can't i ask him?
on the one hand, he is 2000 miles away and could be doing anything right now, with anyone.
but i don't think he is.
but he could be. and i feel weird just giving my phone number to a guy.
i miss him, but i don't know if he misses me.
i want him, but i don't know if he wants me.
i'm waiting for him, but i don't know if he's waiting for me.
so i am......confused.
if i flirt, if i date or hook up or whatever
would that be a betrayal?
is there a line? and how do i know if i've crossed it.
if he is waiting, and i dated another guy, would that be unforgivable.
WHAT IS HE THINKING????
and why can't i ask him?