HOW CAN HE NOT BE COMMITED
I HAVE HAD DISCUSSIONS ABOUT THIS BEFORE WITH MY FRIENDS AND WITH TRAVIS HIMSELF...HE DOESN'T WANT TO BE COMMITTED...CAUSE HE IS AFRAID OR HURTING OR GETTING HURT.....SO HE'S AFRAID OF COMMMITMENT....SO DOES IT MAKE SENSE THAT HE GETS JEALOUS OF OTHER GUYS WHEN HE HAS TOLD ME MANY TIMES THAT HE WOULD WANT ME TO MEET SOME OTHER GUY AND FIND A GOOD BOYFRIEND....SO I COULD FORGET ABOUT HIM.....HOW CAN YOU GET JEALOUS IF THAT'S WHAT YOU WANT...SO HE HAS TOLD ME MANY TIMES B-4 THAT HE REALLY CARES ABOUT ME AND THAT HE REALLY LIKES ME...WHY WOULD YOU SAY THIS IF YOU WANT ME TO FIND SOMEONE ELSE...AND THEN SEVERAL DAYS AGO...I SPEND NIGHT AT HIS HOUSE....ON HIS REQUEST....THEN HE TELLS ME THAT HE FEELS LIKE IT'S TIME THAT I MET HIS MOM....SO HOW IS HE GOING TO INTRODUCE ME, AS A FRIEND OR AS SOMETHING ELSE......I DON'T KNOW....I THINK IT'S GOING TO BE VERY STRANGE....HE ALSO WANTED TO MEET MY AUNT...SO ON SUNDAY....HE CAME OVER AND HANGED....MET MY AUNT...CHATTED....IF HE WASN'T ANYTHING MORE THAN A FRIEND WITH SPECIAL PRIVILIGES...WHY WOULD YOU CARE TO MEET THE FAMILY.....I THINK HE IS CONFUSED AND DOESN'T WANT TO ADMITT THAT THERE IS SOMETHING SPECIAL BETWEEN US....HE HAS EVEN TOLD ME THAT HE FEELS THAT WE ARE PERFECT FOR EACH OTHER....AND THAT HE HAS FELT THINGS THAT HE HAD NEVER FELT BEFORE....HE EVEN ADMITTED OF FEELING NERVOUS TO MEET MY FAMILY...WHICH HE DIDN'T KNOW WHY....HE JUST FELT NERVOUS....SO WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?? I REALLY NEED TO TALK TO HIM ABOUT THIS....I JUST DON'T KNOW HOW TO MAKE HIM SEE THAT HE IS JUST PLAYING, NOT WITH MINE, BUT WITH HIS FEELINGS...I REALIZE WHAT IS GOING ON...HE JUST WON'T ACCEPT IT.....HOW TO MAKE HIM SEE??