Innocence can never last....................

[lostmytweezers]

So I have missed out on two parties in the past two weeks....there really isn't anything else to do in Temecula....my daily routine is as follows...I wake up at 7:30 am to take my cousin to school...come back home and try to sneak in about 45 min...before I take my other cousin to school (he's in elementary and they start class at 9)....come back home and try to sleep at least two more hours or as many possible before my other 2 cousins wake up...one is 3, the other 1.....and then I look after them...feed them...change diapers (for the 1 yr.old)......bathe them (if needed).....and take them to take their naps usually around 1 or 2.....I get about 30 minutes to myself before taking off to pick up my cousin (middle school gets out at 2:45pm) drop him off...cause he doesn't like waiting with me while I go pick up my other cousin (he comes out at 3:15pm) and then go home....relax for a bit....my cousins usually ask me to heat up something to eat.....and meanwhile I'm taping REBELDE...then I get ready to go to work....stay there till 11:30 pm....I'm usually the closing cook...and I work practically every day....Travis drops by work...bugging me...asking me to make a pizza for him...which he usually takes it to share at this place called XPC....he goes there a lot now....to play Battlefield....bugs me some more while he is still there....he takes off with pizza....then....I call him up or he calls me....asks me if I want to hang out with him....I go meet him up at XPC....watch him play.....we usually take off to his house around 1 or 2 am.....with our bestest pal...BRANDON....he's such funn......he usually stays over at Travis's about everyother day.....we hang out...a little making out and stuff....not with Brandon...just me and Travis...we try to do that when Brandon is not looking.....and then I go home around 4am.....and then my day starts again....when I come directly home....I get on the computer and check out myspace....and LJ.....when I remember this poor thing.....the weekends are much better cause...I don't have to take anyone anywhere....I get to sleep in....and I don't work....I got the manager to give me the weekends off....which is really really great....so this is the time I look forward to...and I've been wasting it...I didn't do anything tonite or the nite before....and I could've gotten drunk and I missed my chances...by not going....and just hangin with Travis....and I'm not so happy cause he has gone to sleep early there past few days and I just can't sleep early anymore...so I'm jealous that he can sleep >=( then monday comes and I the cycles continues.....my days are very predictable....I don't like that!!! ok that's enough sharing

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