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i had a conversation that changed my life,
or at least impacted it a great deal,
awhile back.
i hate every second of it.
i was torn to bit and looked over with a magnifying glass
yelled and cried
argued and complainined
but i've realized alot
and it has come to my attention
that i honestly don't understand a thing that has happened to me.
nothing.
anything.
so, i've begun the long process of filing away
all the things that make up me
in hopes of better understanding what it is that happened
and what it is i want out of life
and people.
i need to remeber this
and how perfectly things fit