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im sitting here and I saw a picture on my google sidebar of FCCLA Nashville and it was cute i started surfing pictures
and I saw zak
and then i remember
how I had promised him i would buckle my seatbelt when i was in a car
and I remember when I promised someone I wouldn't smoke cigerates
and i remember when I swore i wouldn't smoke pot
and then i remember how i said drinking wasnt for me
and now
I realized
its Crystal Clear
I shouldn't make unrealistic promises
because I knew when i told zak the second i told him "ill wear my seatbelt for you"
its thoughtful
its a good thought plan
but its not realistic
because I hate wearing my seatbelt if im a passenger
and it really depends on my fucking mood
I know everyone hates me by now for fucking up their friends page by hitting enter each sentence but each enter key is a new thought in my brain
so go with it
ok?
great
if im pissed off - i wont put it on or i more i wont think of putting my seat belt on
but on a good day I naturally out of habit grab for the seatbelt and catch myself doing it and im like "oh wait i told myself i wasnt going to wear it"
So i dont know where i can stand on this issue where sometimes i wear it and other times I dont
I wish it wasnt a law because i dont like having pressure from an invisible eye saying "wear it!"
I think it should be a choice to use something that protects me from myself
its like smoking - if i choose to inhale i'm choosing to slowly kill myself in return for a lil buzz
its my choice just like wearing a seatbelt -weather it saves my life or not - should be my choice
if you want to call this a free country and a free society stop trying to protect me from me
just like Tobacco, Alcohol and Mary jane
Alcohol kills about 50,000 every year
Tobacco kills about 440,000 every year
Mary Jane 0 in the history of mankind
it simply is not toxic enough it could not kill
but fuck the numbers lets make it illegal anyway
if its a free society and a free country why is the government limiting the kinds of MIND ALTERING drugs that I can voluntarily put into my body
I can drink alcohol and get plastered and die of liver failure, I can smoke cigerates and die of lung cancer but I cant smoke a blunt
I'm gonna go drink because this whole deal with missy has me pissed off. and i needed a reason to rant
and fuck your friends page jamie.
-Brian
and I saw zak
and then i remember
how I had promised him i would buckle my seatbelt when i was in a car
and I remember when I promised someone I wouldn't smoke cigerates
and i remember when I swore i wouldn't smoke pot
and then i remember how i said drinking wasnt for me
and now
I realized
its Crystal Clear
I shouldn't make unrealistic promises
because I knew when i told zak the second i told him "ill wear my seatbelt for you"
its thoughtful
its a good thought plan
but its not realistic
because I hate wearing my seatbelt if im a passenger
and it really depends on my fucking mood
I know everyone hates me by now for fucking up their friends page by hitting enter each sentence but each enter key is a new thought in my brain
so go with it
ok?
great
if im pissed off - i wont put it on or i more i wont think of putting my seat belt on
but on a good day I naturally out of habit grab for the seatbelt and catch myself doing it and im like "oh wait i told myself i wasnt going to wear it"
So i dont know where i can stand on this issue where sometimes i wear it and other times I dont
I wish it wasnt a law because i dont like having pressure from an invisible eye saying "wear it!"
I think it should be a choice to use something that protects me from myself
its like smoking - if i choose to inhale i'm choosing to slowly kill myself in return for a lil buzz
its my choice just like wearing a seatbelt -weather it saves my life or not - should be my choice
if you want to call this a free country and a free society stop trying to protect me from me
just like Tobacco, Alcohol and Mary jane
Alcohol kills about 50,000 every year
Tobacco kills about 440,000 every year
Mary Jane 0 in the history of mankind
it simply is not toxic enough it could not kill
but fuck the numbers lets make it illegal anyway
if its a free society and a free country why is the government limiting the kinds of MIND ALTERING drugs that I can voluntarily put into my body
I can drink alcohol and get plastered and die of liver failure, I can smoke cigerates and die of lung cancer but I cant smoke a blunt
I'm gonna go drink because this whole deal with missy has me pissed off. and i needed a reason to rant
and fuck your friends page jamie.
-Brian