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May 03, 2005 15:56

I only deleted my journal yesterday cause i was watching celeab and when i walked away henry was reading it so i just deleted it lol. i know its gay but now i must re write everything i wrote yesterday so to make a long story short here it goes....

Friday, dads watched the movie saw disturbing but good listened to music till 3 Saturday, went to aunts went iceskating got kyles and justins # there so hott! and i skate like im pigon foot...hmm our family is retarted and um slept @ mias went shopping went to homedepot to spray paint their floors and target and then came home to the biotch lol

NE who...i have to do a speech its due tomorrow but im just not gonna do it i really really over use the word "lol" its hard not to say it im starting to annoy myself now like i really really am. haha im gonno go on a role i am never going to say lol until school starts next year. haha well this sucks ne who JUAN had to take my damn note yesterday it had something about him in in i was so desperate to get it back that i went in the guys bathroom with him but he but it in the damn toilet hell im not THAT desperate. He also wont tell me what it said cause i dont know what it said on it and so i tried to burn him with a batterie and wire ;) didnt work....he had to keep his hand on it longer but it burned through everything else. and right there infront of everyone he friggin...bahhh n.m i hate him. i was supposed to go to drill today but i didnt cause i just didnt and yah...HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZACK!!! u loser! i really want a rematch with you and i hate u that u r going to the audioslave concert with natalie dom and henry hell i could have gone if natalie is going well thats if dom isnt going haha well ur still loved. ahh im like obsessed over that song fall apart i think its old but w.e its my fav. ahh god damnit i feel so damn guilty i know people r saying it isnt my fault but the marks are there wont go away b.c of me it was my choice so u cant say it wasnt my fault cause its 100% my fault and for ruining shit im sorry i know im forgivin but still it doesnt convince me at all i know that i ruined shit and if it werent for me more then three people coulda been happy so its all b.s im sorry i really am i swear i am im sorry i ruined shit for u guys i am i just didnt want to not be friends with you im sorry i am im sorry doesnt help much but there isnt much i can do...sorry i am
<3 Lex
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