I hate the real world
So i'm offically pissed... my new supervisor... (even though all she has "supervised" is not every calling me back) is still like ignoring all the new hires. but i just talked to one girl from camp and they said they just basically dont have hours. Like they offered her some but only like 15. I dont understand why they would make it seem like they would have hours for us and are now just like not talking... im gettin so pissed cause i stopped looking for a job thinking i would be starting one soon.
So now i'm asking my dance teacher about possible positions with joey (her husband) but that would take me back home and i dont know what that would do for my relationship. which makes it so confusing and hard.I mean i really want to just start workign so if that means going home that is what it means.. but i do really like being with rusty all the time. Now that were workign through our kinks of living together I would be upset to do the long distance again and for an unknown amount of time. So it just sucks..
College prepares you for the real world about as well as highschool prepares you for college.. i'm sick of people lying and saying things are preperations when their not.. they are just needed steps so its... grr.. just pissing me off... I want a job i can actually work! I want something to do to at least get me out of the house damnit!
So now i'm asking my dance teacher about possible positions with joey (her husband) but that would take me back home and i dont know what that would do for my relationship. which makes it so confusing and hard.I mean i really want to just start workign so if that means going home that is what it means.. but i do really like being with rusty all the time. Now that were workign through our kinks of living together I would be upset to do the long distance again and for an unknown amount of time. So it just sucks..
College prepares you for the real world about as well as highschool prepares you for college.. i'm sick of people lying and saying things are preperations when their not.. they are just needed steps so its... grr.. just pissing me off... I want a job i can actually work! I want something to do to at least get me out of the house damnit!