In which my love for nana is dying

[lostinshalott]

So nana 78 came out and yes Ren died and yes we were all sad, but it didn't sadden me as much as the takumixreira kiss nah Nanas gone stale its lost whatever it had I prefered all the drama of takumi and nobu but thats long since been lost. I was annoyed further when I saw the scans and saw hachi and takumi being all sobby and clinging to one and another after learning about rens death. But when I saw all the crying character I ended up laughing, it all sorted of slotted into place, why the fuck do I care hes not even a real person why the hell are you all so upset. And I think its a bit of a turning point, nana before to me was like a goddess the perfect manga it was where I wanted to be, but now I'm sort of like yeah I can do better then this. Its all to cliched and melodramatic and to be fair for 8 years its amounted to pretty much nothing. Nah get a few guns and some mob elements and thats what I wanna see now some ACTION YEAAAAAAAHHHHHH! woop can't wait for the cowboy bebop movie I hope keanu reeves sticks with it!

On another note I've been given an extra month on my art book deadline so YAY! and tomorrow I'm going to............. BE ON TV yes me I'm going on tv. Chances are I'll be cut out :( but look at for me on channel 5 I'll be the girl probably wearing a red dress :D