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I don't think that I have ever been anywhere close to this depressed, I was on an upswing for a couple days, now I feel so low I don't even know if I want to make it through this anymore. I force myself to sleep each night dreading the next day and dreaming of the days before. I cry so much, I bring down everyone I talk to. I am sick and tired of breathing, it is starting to seem like a waste of valuable energy.