Oct 24, 2006 22:15
soo lifee..
Um my ex, joe was being the biggest douche bag, ignoring my calls, never calling me, making promises he broke...now hes all "i miss you..." i said "you're fault" well he got pissed then i said you broke up with me so..and he was all like im sorry i had to figure things out i realize how i was treating you, i'm trying to be the guy i shoulda been at the start of this...now this is like a month or more after we broke up, that's a little too late. And i was like well i started to move on and he was all like, i know you do what you want im just letting you know i care. I personally see this as bullshit, it's a little too late. I like someone new, and he has been ignoring me, but now he's trying to make up for it, and i completely believe in second chances, and i so would have given him a second chance, had it not turned out this way and tooken this long and i not found someone else...
Jimi..i like him, i think i like him alot..He's super cute, and sweet and amazing and ugh. he and nicky broke up, cause she's fucking psycooo and shes all "eww that girl is gross" well i'm much more attractive than her thank you very much. Anyways, so he's awesome, always being cute and sweet, and calling me, and wanting to see me, unlike someone else! and ugh, hesawesome haha.
Rick and i have been talking lately, and it makes me happy. I really want to be friends with this kid, i really do. Jeff told me that rick feels the same way, so that makes me happy. He's a cool kid, and i think we can be friends.
Colorguard ends sunday, it's crazy. I'm sad but happy. I get my life back and i can hang out with freinds again. But this is it forever. It's done, it's crazzzy.
Um yea...