You know all the right things to say, You know it's just a little to late.....
So i havent posted one of my deep thinken, let you into my life journal entries in a while. Guess what? It's time for me to do that now... So if you wanna know whats goin on, read on.
Sometimes you just have to take a second to sit back and reflect on your life. And I've been spending the past 3 or 4 days doing that.Just going through each and every aspect of my life. And thinking about all the things that have happened in the past few months. I've been really clear with my thinking and doing very well without getting stressed, making stupid mistakes, poor judgements etc etc... In some ways I realize I've changed a lot for the good. I've started to learn from my mistakes, etc etc... Yet at the same time I realize there's just a lot missing in my life. Which is my own fault. Don't get me wrong, lifes getting better. But for a while I used to just wonder why it wouldn't. And I'm figuring out that no matter how many times I get hurt by a girl, screwed over by a friend, trashed by a family member, disrespected at work, etc etc... That you just gotta dust yourself off and keep true to who you are. I'm going to write another entry a bit later tonight, going into some details about a lot of different aspects of my life. I may be willing to post it as a public entry, may not. Only time will Tell..
But for now I just wanna leave everyone with this. I'm doing fine and I'm being myself. May not be good enough for some people in this world but, it's good enough for me. And I'm the one person I need to impress. I'm going to get going for now... but be sure to read the next entry if you can. Take care my friends, Non friends, and any other random people who stumble upon this entry...
Sometimes you just have to take a second to sit back and reflect on your life. And I've been spending the past 3 or 4 days doing that.Just going through each and every aspect of my life. And thinking about all the things that have happened in the past few months. I've been really clear with my thinking and doing very well without getting stressed, making stupid mistakes, poor judgements etc etc... In some ways I realize I've changed a lot for the good. I've started to learn from my mistakes, etc etc... Yet at the same time I realize there's just a lot missing in my life. Which is my own fault. Don't get me wrong, lifes getting better. But for a while I used to just wonder why it wouldn't. And I'm figuring out that no matter how many times I get hurt by a girl, screwed over by a friend, trashed by a family member, disrespected at work, etc etc... That you just gotta dust yourself off and keep true to who you are. I'm going to write another entry a bit later tonight, going into some details about a lot of different aspects of my life. I may be willing to post it as a public entry, may not. Only time will Tell..
But for now I just wanna leave everyone with this. I'm doing fine and I'm being myself. May not be good enough for some people in this world but, it's good enough for me. And I'm the one person I need to impress. I'm going to get going for now... but be sure to read the next entry if you can. Take care my friends, Non friends, and any other random people who stumble upon this entry...