Sep 11, 2006 15:15
So I havent updated in a bit and figured I may as well post some kind of an update. So here it is. Life's had it's ups and downs the past few months, but when does it not. I'm still in really good spirits for the most part. I think this year has helped me to do a lot of learning about myself as well as a lot of growing up. I'm by no means where I need to be yet but, I'm on my way. And that's more then what some people would haven given me credit for.If you asked me how life was going today in general I'd have to say it's just going along. Not good nor bad. Just kinda passing along. There's a lot of things I could talk about such as (the upcoming wedding, my considering working on a cruiseship etc etc) but I'm not really in the mood to. So instead I'll just leave the lyrics to a song I really like. I hope everyone is doing well... Cya
I memorized all the words for you
But if you only knew
How much that's just not like me
I wait up late every night
Just to hear your voice
But you don't know that's nothing like me
You know I wonder how you already figured out
All these things that I try to hide
All this time i've been hoping you don't find out
All these things that I hide on the inside
I can't be held responsible
This is all so new to me
Just when I think I'm invincible
You come and happen to me
I want to make sure everything is perfect for you
If you only knew
That's not like me to follow through
Maybe even give up all these dead end dreams
Just to be with you
But you don't know that's nothing like me
Hey yeah I wonder how you already figured out
All these things that I try to hide
All this time i've been hoping you don't find out
All these things that I hide on the inside
I can't be held responsible
This is all so new to me
Just when I think I'm invincible
You come and happen to me
Now I'm waking up
I've finally had enough of this wreck of a lifetime
I never thought I'd survive it
Now I'm taking back
All I gave up for that
Leave my pain behind
Wash these stains from my life
Just when I thought all was lost
You came and made it all okay
I can't be held responsible
This is all so new to me
Just when I think I'm invincible
You come and happen to me
I can't be held responsible
This is all so new to me
Just when I think I'm invincible
I memorized all the words for you
If you only knew
How much that's just not like me