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i feel like shit....i dont have anyone....i love him....this is hard....i woke up this morning to go and take a shower and i stup on sumthing.....a picture of me and him....like it was a sign or sumthing....i just cried the whole entire time i was in the shower and while i was getting ready....im just scared....no one has ever loved me like him....and ill probably never fine someone like him again....but i have to be strong for me and for him....like last night i felt like walking to the hospital to check myself in...but im off this....later