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ya...today sucked but it was good at the same time.....i broke up woth sean....i thought that it was gunna be hard but it wasnt after all...im hurtin though....i really cared about him....i wish he felt the same way....but hes a "swinger" and he can get all kinds of bitches now...oh well....i dont need a relationship right now....i have to concentrate on me and school....it hurts....being with someone for so long and then just ending it....but it wasnt my fault this time.....so im not mad at myself...i didnt even cry....i probably will...but i havent cried....im just more emotionally crushed than anything....i thought that he was the "one"....i guess i was wrong....ill find another....a better one....mabye....i dunno....i just hope i dont go crawling back...i dont think i will though....but im out....later