Yeah You bleed just to know you're alive...
Hi All. This Sucks...
If you don't know about "The Note" then i'm not going to tell you...but it hurts. More than the truth.
Last night me and Alex got back together(blah!) And I don't know what to think...He said "I Love You" and I told him that i simply don't believe him..He goes,"Pretend just for one second that i'm being honest and not bull shitting."...
Oh I wish I could pretend forever, But i can't
He told me he would pick between me and Elizabeth...
He said he picked me, and he wanted to be friends with Elizabeth. But you see, He can't be just friends with her...He will always treat her like a girl-friend. Do girl-friend/boy-friend things with her..and no matter how many times she will say, "Let's just be friends." He still thinks there's hope of them being together once again..And I can't blame him, Because she will go back to him i'm sure(from what he's told me). And I will not think anything of it.
He said he'd love me forever and always..He can't do that. Because I won't let him.
I will not let him love me, And I will not be his girlfriend...If he treats another girl better than me, likes her better, and loves her..
*Call me selfish, but I'd rather have no attention at all, then to have his attention spilt between me and her..
Please tell me, Am I selfish????
If you don't know about "The Note" then i'm not going to tell you...but it hurts. More than the truth.
Last night me and Alex got back together(blah!) And I don't know what to think...He said "I Love You" and I told him that i simply don't believe him..He goes,"Pretend just for one second that i'm being honest and not bull shitting."...
Oh I wish I could pretend forever, But i can't
He told me he would pick between me and Elizabeth...
He said he picked me, and he wanted to be friends with Elizabeth. But you see, He can't be just friends with her...He will always treat her like a girl-friend. Do girl-friend/boy-friend things with her..and no matter how many times she will say, "Let's just be friends." He still thinks there's hope of them being together once again..And I can't blame him, Because she will go back to him i'm sure(from what he's told me). And I will not think anything of it.
He said he'd love me forever and always..He can't do that. Because I won't let him.
I will not let him love me, And I will not be his girlfriend...If he treats another girl better than me, likes her better, and loves her..
*Call me selfish, but I'd rather have no attention at all, then to have his attention spilt between me and her..
Please tell me, Am I selfish????