I wish I was Numb.
Ello. How are you? I am me..Like always...
I'll tell ya bout my day!
I'm happy all this gay testing is over! and I can finally go back to my normal dam schedule!But I am still having dam doubts about me and Alex..and oh I wish I could just be care-free and hopeful..But I continue to stress and bite my nails..
*To the world you may only be one person, but to one person, you may be the world*
^Alex is my world..it's so pathetic how much I love him and How doubtful I am. It's all my fault...I did something wrong. I cause my own pain...I wish I could be Numb, emotionless and un able to feel pain...or love.
I'll tell ya bout my day!
I'm happy all this gay testing is over! and I can finally go back to my normal dam schedule!But I am still having dam doubts about me and Alex..and oh I wish I could just be care-free and hopeful..But I continue to stress and bite my nails..
*To the world you may only be one person, but to one person, you may be the world*
^Alex is my world..it's so pathetic how much I love him and How doubtful I am. It's all my fault...I did something wrong. I cause my own pain...I wish I could be Numb, emotionless and un able to feel pain...or love.