New and Imrpoved. More or Less.
This week has easily been the best week of my entire life. I had a gigantic breakthrough with myself, and I can't even describe the feeling of finally figuring out who you really are and what you really want out of life. Granted, it isn't the right kind of revelation, and I have some friends who are still fighting me about it. It's just that..not everyone can be the happy bubbly person who never does any wrongs, some of us take a different route, and thats what I realized.
I was kinda seeing this guy I've been talking about, and during my breakthrough I realized I'm not the right girl for him. He saw me as this innocent naive thing who never has any problems, but what he doesn't know..is that after hanging out with him..I would go see this other guy. A guy who see's me as fierce, sexy, and kinda crazy. Did I feel bad? Holy shit yes. Like I was living a totally other secret life. The guilt was driving me bonkers. Basically, I had to pick which Maggie I wanted to be, aaaand..the rest is self explanitory. Like they say, it's better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what you're not.
I also bought my first car to match my new "me". It's self explanitory, too. HA.