Mar 07, 2006 20:03
OK, well saturday from along time ago lol i hung out with ryan. sundnay me my family n andy went to frankenmuth. Monday me n kel got rallys. tuesday me ryan matt n andy hung out. wedensday nothing. thursday me n ryan went to the movies. friday me n kel went to he movies. saturday shannon's parrty. sundaysat arouund. than that week nothing much. friday me kel ryan n demo hung out at the mall. i met middle school kids.than we got them intrrouble. saturday me mike n kel went to the mall to met up w/ kevin. it was funn. MIke's pregnant. lmao. sunday me n kel went to my conert. went to burgerking. stopped at andy's. n off to ryan's. we watched him play ddr. monday, Ryan broke up with me..go figure..
but Ok, i know most you don't bother to read this anymore but w/e im telling you
i feel like you guys really don't like me. i mean there's a few people. but it's like i sit in first hour..all i have is shannon. i don't think she even likes me most the time. 2nd hour is fine. 3rd noboddays in there. 4th nobodys in tehre 5th i feel fine. but like lunch..i sit with bunch of people they iggnore me. im sick of being iggnored. n im sorry for beign depressed. i can't always help it. i try to but i ccan't. n then Abbie..what you to good for me?? thats what it feels. your to good to spend time with me. we've been best friend for 9 years. now it's like were nothing. me n aimee don't talk anymore. andrea..me n you have been weird lately..it feels you don't want to hang out withme anymore. n i don't know what to think. im always listen to what you got to say. but you always change your mind about something. you should know what im talking about. Kevin..i knew you dating my sister was a bad idea.. you don't even bother to hang out with me. thought friends hang out? feels like you used me more. Andrew..how come you don't bother to hang out with me? it's getting to me really really bad...it's like..ever since i dated ben you don't want anything to do w/ me. that fight didn't mean anything. and like i miss you alot. i loive hanign out with you. trevor we haven't hung out since the beging of thwe year. btu whatever. i mean most my friends..i've named youo guyys honestly make me feel sad.i've tried. but im giving up.... but i mean i don't know ..nobodys honest with me anymore.nobdoy tells me anything...what do you guyys expect from me? i'd like to know comment me...
Tell me if you guys even care about me