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Life, friends, is boring. We must not say so.
After all, the sky flashes, the great sea yearns,
we ourselves flash and yearn,
and moreover my mother told me as a boy
(repeatedly) 'Ever to confess you're bored
means you have no
Inner Resources.' I conclude now I have no
inner resources, because I am heavy bored.
No matter how many times I read thet, it ztill zound thrilling.
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It's easy to understand why people do crazy, crazy, crzy, cray-jee, craj things when they is bored.
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Thiz will make sense to locals: Thursday Movie Night is tonight_yo. Yez, we know it'm Wednesday.
KEKA (Q.M. Henares, 2003), A ROMANTIC COMEDY
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I think I have listened to Decapitated's Th Negation a grand total of 3 times, and I forget what it zound like except for th buzzing of a large number of beez. Couldn't tell ya any song titles, or what th drumming zound like, or what th solos zound like.
AND yet I continue to recommend it to people, when they ask me to recommend some great death metal. It'm dishonest, is what it am.
God. What is up w/ you, actually.
I got a telephone call in th middle of th night, last night. It were one of my ex-girlfriends.
Probably, if I had a girlfriend, I'd be mentioning her, in conversation, more than I do now, because if I did now, thet would be lying.
Some people think I am gay-friendly, but thet am like saying I'm people-friendly. Ah ain't.
Do ah get 2 call them queers, or do only they get to call themchother queers.
Ain't historically been much of a fan of not having a girlfriend, but zome people ah knowed who make sense most of th time zay it am a good thing 4 me, @ thiz point in history. Hiztorically zpeaking, though, it sucks.
OR doesn't suck, more like, ain't thet right, dog.
AND ALZO now whenever people axe me about law school, I dodge it like I used to dodge red rubber ballz.
How long have it been zince ah last thought about Scotland's Idlewild, my favourite band who are not metal? Th early a.m. of 8 January 2005, I drove home in th rain and listened to th first 8 tracks of 100 Broken Windows. It nearly made me cry from joy, am how much ah liked it. Were pretty high on Adderall @ th time, but this should not diminish things.
AND for th last time it have nuzzin 2 do w/ any latent lust 4 Roddy Woomble OK. When I call him my boyfriend, it mean I think of him as a friend, and he am a male human in his 20s. Boy friend, OK. LOOK ah ain't even knowed th guy OK ah jest saw his band play 4x, thet's IT. I spoke 2 him from th front row, not sure if he even heard. He probably did. BUT we did not make eye contact, even, much less touch.
"That was a good one! I like that song!" I shouted.
Fucking would zomeone come out w/ th translation for th second half of David B.'s
Epileptic, already? American comix fans have waited patiently for too long.
Mushrooms. And den I wouldn't be bored.
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HAHAHA I HATE U
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Another thing thet would be a lie is if ah said, "No, ah'm not embarrassed by th poll results."
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Th results of this
http://www.livejournal.com/poll/?id=421549
poll, however, are distinctly not embarrassing.
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Forgot to put carpal tunnel syndrome on there.
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WHERE UH BEEN 2DAY WHICH AM NOT ACTUALLY 2DAY BUT RATHER 2 DAYS IN TH FUTURE
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33_overs: exercise yr citizenship and vote, you gaping assholes. We actually got 2 applications today!
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22 JAN 2005 SATURDAY 11:11 a.m.
Have kept thinking about boredom and loneliness over th past few days but have not come to any conclusions. Am thinking about these things not because ah am FEELING them so much, but, rather, because if ah ever do FEEL them, ah'd like 2B able to negotiate th territory, expertly and efficiently. Ah'd also like 2B able to help other people who am bored and/or lonely, in whatever minor ways ah can, even if it mean commanding them 2 go upstairs and get in my bed NOT REALLY.
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APPARENTLY NOT DATING MATERIAL
Whoa speaking of lonely.
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Oh man dang Billy Childish sexxxy. It make me want 2 do a new humpyou list.
Dawn from Th Office. Nigella Lawson. Holly Golightly (th singer). Carla Bozulich ...
So th question remains whether boredom represents a certain lack of imagination in th bored one. And would that mean that chronic boredom indicates a chronic lack of imagination. Leaning toward "yes" on both counts.
It seem self-evident when stated simply like that. Even simpler: "Th bored are th boring."
RL empirical evidence tend to mess up clean aphorisms, though. I remember being in th Philippines in 1996 (pre-Internet era, for me, anyhow), sick w/ a fever in my one-bedroom apartment w/ a broken telephone and no appetite and no desire to leave th room.
It was a productive 2 weeks. I finished writing my zine. My imagination were lit up from privation (and fever), resulting in mad hot daydreams and night dreams. BUT ah think ah were bored, anyhow. Ah missed people. Th first thing ah done after ah get well enough to walk around: walk to a pay phone in th mall, call Diego Muhlach.
"Hello hello?"
"HELLO."
"Where the fuck you been, motherfucker?"
After all, the sky flashes, the great sea yearns,
we ourselves flash and yearn,
and moreover my mother told me as a boy
(repeatedly) 'Ever to confess you're bored
means you have no
Inner Resources.' I conclude now I have no
inner resources, because I am heavy bored.
No matter how many times I read thet, it ztill zound thrilling.
+ + +
It's easy to understand why people do crazy, crazy, crzy, cray-jee, craj things when they is bored.
+ + +
Thiz will make sense to locals: Thursday Movie Night is tonight_yo. Yez, we know it'm Wednesday.
KEKA (Q.M. Henares, 2003), A ROMANTIC COMEDY
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I think I have listened to Decapitated's Th Negation a grand total of 3 times, and I forget what it zound like except for th buzzing of a large number of beez. Couldn't tell ya any song titles, or what th drumming zound like, or what th solos zound like.
AND yet I continue to recommend it to people, when they ask me to recommend some great death metal. It'm dishonest, is what it am.
God. What is up w/ you, actually.
I got a telephone call in th middle of th night, last night. It were one of my ex-girlfriends.
Probably, if I had a girlfriend, I'd be mentioning her, in conversation, more than I do now, because if I did now, thet would be lying.
Some people think I am gay-friendly, but thet am like saying I'm people-friendly. Ah ain't.
Do ah get 2 call them queers, or do only they get to call themchother queers.
Ain't historically been much of a fan of not having a girlfriend, but zome people ah knowed who make sense most of th time zay it am a good thing 4 me, @ thiz point in history. Hiztorically zpeaking, though, it sucks.
OR doesn't suck, more like, ain't thet right, dog.
AND ALZO now whenever people axe me about law school, I dodge it like I used to dodge red rubber ballz.
How long have it been zince ah last thought about Scotland's Idlewild, my favourite band who are not metal? Th early a.m. of 8 January 2005, I drove home in th rain and listened to th first 8 tracks of 100 Broken Windows. It nearly made me cry from joy, am how much ah liked it. Were pretty high on Adderall @ th time, but this should not diminish things.
AND for th last time it have nuzzin 2 do w/ any latent lust 4 Roddy Woomble OK. When I call him my boyfriend, it mean I think of him as a friend, and he am a male human in his 20s. Boy friend, OK. LOOK ah ain't even knowed th guy OK ah jest saw his band play 4x, thet's IT. I spoke 2 him from th front row, not sure if he even heard. He probably did. BUT we did not make eye contact, even, much less touch.
"That was a good one! I like that song!" I shouted.
Fucking would zomeone come out w/ th translation for th second half of David B.'s
Epileptic, already? American comix fans have waited patiently for too long.
Mushrooms. And den I wouldn't be bored.
+ + +
HAHAHA I HATE U
+ + +
Another thing thet would be a lie is if ah said, "No, ah'm not embarrassed by th poll results."
+ + +
Th results of this
http://www.livejournal.com/poll/?id=421549
poll, however, are distinctly not embarrassing.
+ + +
Forgot to put carpal tunnel syndrome on there.
+ + +
WHERE UH BEEN 2DAY WHICH AM NOT ACTUALLY 2DAY BUT RATHER 2 DAYS IN TH FUTURE
+ + +
33_overs: exercise yr citizenship and vote, you gaping assholes. We actually got 2 applications today!
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22 JAN 2005 SATURDAY 11:11 a.m.
Have kept thinking about boredom and loneliness over th past few days but have not come to any conclusions. Am thinking about these things not because ah am FEELING them so much, but, rather, because if ah ever do FEEL them, ah'd like 2B able to negotiate th territory, expertly and efficiently. Ah'd also like 2B able to help other people who am bored and/or lonely, in whatever minor ways ah can, even if it mean commanding them 2 go upstairs and get in my bed NOT REALLY.
+ + +
APPARENTLY NOT DATING MATERIAL
Whoa speaking of lonely.
+ + +
Oh man dang Billy Childish sexxxy. It make me want 2 do a new humpyou list.
Dawn from Th Office. Nigella Lawson. Holly Golightly (th singer). Carla Bozulich ...
So th question remains whether boredom represents a certain lack of imagination in th bored one. And would that mean that chronic boredom indicates a chronic lack of imagination. Leaning toward "yes" on both counts.
It seem self-evident when stated simply like that. Even simpler: "Th bored are th boring."
RL empirical evidence tend to mess up clean aphorisms, though. I remember being in th Philippines in 1996 (pre-Internet era, for me, anyhow), sick w/ a fever in my one-bedroom apartment w/ a broken telephone and no appetite and no desire to leave th room.
It was a productive 2 weeks. I finished writing my zine. My imagination were lit up from privation (and fever), resulting in mad hot daydreams and night dreams. BUT ah think ah were bored, anyhow. Ah missed people. Th first thing ah done after ah get well enough to walk around: walk to a pay phone in th mall, call Diego Muhlach.
"Hello hello?"
"HELLO."
"Where the fuck you been, motherfucker?"