oneyear
i havent seen him in one year.
i havent spoken to him in months.
isn't this supposed to be easier now?
aren't I not supposed to care?
it still hurts and i still find myself crying from time to time.
last night my friend steve came up to see me.
we went out to eat at my job.
we went back to my house
we ended up laying in my bed
it's funny how we always do this..
it's good however, last night was by far the best i had ever experienced, in my lifetime.
well deserved i'd say.
still i woke up this morning realizing the date and remembering it was the last day i saw him.
i really can't wait for the day that i wake up and don't notice, or don't care to notice.
i had a great guy sleep in my bed with me last night, as a friend, as a companion.
that should mean more, so much more than that coward that seems to be stuck on repeat.
thank you steve
i havent spoken to him in months.
isn't this supposed to be easier now?
aren't I not supposed to care?
it still hurts and i still find myself crying from time to time.
last night my friend steve came up to see me.
we went out to eat at my job.
we went back to my house
we ended up laying in my bed
it's funny how we always do this..
it's good however, last night was by far the best i had ever experienced, in my lifetime.
well deserved i'd say.
still i woke up this morning realizing the date and remembering it was the last day i saw him.
i really can't wait for the day that i wake up and don't notice, or don't care to notice.
i had a great guy sleep in my bed with me last night, as a friend, as a companion.
that should mean more, so much more than that coward that seems to be stuck on repeat.
thank you steve