May 17, 2009 21:35
this makes me so sad.
tonight i woke up from a nap like 8ish..
and then had nothing to do, at all.
i used to be loved.
i used to be in love.
i always had plans.
i was either going to lana's or matt's.
my life was so much more fulfilling then, even if it was falling down the toilet.
i had a brief conversation with him. it consisted of 2 texts.
i texted him about being at the third eye blind show.
he told me he didn't care and to stop texting him now.
i don't understand why he's so angry.
i don't understand why he's being such a dick to me, when he's the one who ruined me.
how is that fair?