Nov 08, 2008 10:57
It's funny how I think "that should be me with him"
But a friend of mine put everything in prospective.
She had a current situation, similar to his and mine.
She decided to leave her boyfriend of a year + to hang around with a new guy.
For some reason, talking to her, relaying info a friend had given me,
made everything fall into place.
He could have loved me-- just not the way I loved him.
She was more mature and honest, and I think everyone can appreciate that.
I'm over him now, far far over him.
He's gone, and I'm a new person.
I feel alive today.
The rain brings such warmth into my life.
I don't understand it, but water makes me feel at home.
So the person I live with is getting a visitor next week,
so I have to be out.
I don't have to be out, I'm choosing to be out.
His friend is funny, witty, and cute.
I can't put myself in that situation to crush on someone so close to my best friend.
It's just wrong.
Anyone got a place for me to stay?