Five.

Nov 06, 2008 09:40

It's raining.
I like the rain.
It makes me feel simple.
Simple is so much better than stress.
College apps steal my time.
I've fallen behind in english.
I missed a meeting yesterday, I forgot I had one.
I'm not organized.
I'm questioning my choice in a major.
What if I'm wrong?
What if psych isn't meant for me?
I love biology.
Bacteria.
They moved.
I was so excited.

I spend almost every day with Kate.
She brings peace into my life.
I love her.
She is my best friend.
It's strange to have a best friend.
It's strange how close I've gotten with her.
When we met we'd hook up at parties.
Now I can't picture her not being here.

I'm angry with Char.
All the time.
It needs to stop.
I hate that he sees through me.
It kills me.
I hate that he thinks she's gorgeous.
She's a disastrous whore.
His friend Bill is coming next week.
I hate that.
I don't want to meet him.
I like him being a distant voice.
Reality is far too real.
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