been waiting for this feeling
I feel better which each day.It's not as hard as I thought it would be.I'm thinking it's b/c Jenni,Leslie,and Tiffany are back at work right now.I have my Brett and Kerrigan back for awhile.I got full blast of Brett tonight.Yay!Flour fight!Man we need that more often at work.I miss the water fight days.Slow days are perfect for that.I'm getting used to working at the mall.Less people.Less stress.I kinda like it.I know I can't work at the mall all the time I'd miss my FSU.I'm starting to forget Dustin.I know one of these days I'm gonna see him.Been thinking of how I'm gonna say to him if he decideds to speak to me.I already know I'll have nothing to say.Nothing good or bad,Just nothing.And that's how I wish to remember it for now.As for the religion thing been doing alot of thinking about it.I don't know what I am right now.I feel like I"m 9 yrs old again.Having arguments with my mom.I remember telling my mom "Kids should be aloud to choose their own religion." I love my mom,she's been the greatest mom ever.And my dad has been awesome too.I am allowed tob e who I am without boundaries and no change in the way they act towards me.Well almost no boundaries and I respect the ones they do set.I feel the need to give proper thanks to my parents right now.Been thinking alot about chaning the world alot lately.It is possiable.I mean what harm does it do me to show kindness to someone?Nothing.It takes nothing away from my day.A pause for livejournal now Jenni lyyn has asked a favor of me to check her myspace but I will return.