Jul 08, 2004 20:13
wutt upp wutt upp...
chillen herre..having a fucking awesome dayy until i g0t h0me...but wutever...im g0nna startt with the g00d stuff...ha...t0day i went t0 work...made m0ney f0r doing like 2 year old work...thats always go0d...7.50 an h0ur...thats how u kno im down...go out to eat later onn wit my m0m and dad which like never happens...g0 sh0pping..get some hott shitt f0r my r00m..get a call fr0m VANESSA...wh0s alllll the way in new york..and is finally coming h0mE on the 19th...w0w...n0t having ur best friend around fucking sucks..well newayz...everything was all g00d...i was actually in a g00d mood even wen i was thinking about peri...and i get h0me...and call my b00...ive onlii been waiting f0r his call bakk since like...last nite...so wutever...im putting my directors chair together...lol...and i call him...and some random kidd answers and im like can i talk to juli0 and hes like yaa wait like 3 years or some gayy shitt...and i was waiting F0REVER...but didnt realize it cuz i was putting my chair t0gether...so wutever...i realize wut the fuckk was going onn...hang upp..and then call bakk like ten minutes later...and like wutever...he answers and im like blah blah blah some fucking bullshitt jus letting him kn0 wuts going onn and of course we get int0 s0me fucking fagg0t ass argrument over some gayy ass shitt..and its like wtf...cuz hes around his friends he has to act like an ass...shitt...i dont do that shitt to him...and even though my friends are sometimes rude as hell to him...i always apologize for it...and he wouldnt apologize f0r shitt...and thats fucking gayy...wtf...be wit ur homeboiis but whyy be such a fucking asshole...damn...i LOVE that kidd to D E A T H ... but sometimes...these lil fucking games ... piss me off so00o badd...its like wtf...i dunn0...i guess ill never understand...i mean ppl tell me that i can do better and to get rid of him all the time...and i dont...and ive done it once (but not cuz of other ppl) and that was like the worst thing ive ever done...but its like...whyy do ppl that i care about and that care about me keep giving me reasons to leave him...everythings been all good f0r like a few weeks n0w...even though i havent seen him in over a week...its ok cuz i understand that he doesnt have a car...but its like...wen u do get to talk to me...whyy talk to me at all if ur gonna be like that...i guess these are questions that can be never be answered...cuz i bet 100 dollars...he wont call me bakk tonite...cuz i hung upp on him...kinda...
with that said...
i definately m0st definately without a doubt...going t0 burnn some cds...dirrty style...like bakk in the dayy...lol marcus
madd luvv-
lara
oo yaa...dana if ur reading thiss...im n0t grounded..ww00w0w...so u kn0...were gonna have to chill asap and have like some serious "celebrating" ha m&0 f0r lyfffffffffff! ilu