Jul 07, 2004 14:01
wuts the deall...
obviously n0t a damn thing here cuz i wouldnt be writing in my lj at 2:02 in the aftern00n...yaa...i wish i was back at camp...w0w...i never saw myself not going..even though i sw0re i wasnt going t0 g0 bakk...u always g0 bakk..i dunn0 its jus gayy...like camp is all i look forward t0 t0wards the end of the year...and its like...wen u d0nt g0...theres not nething t0 do...like i wonder wut id be doing rite now if i was therre...haha...me and shayna would be running that shitt as usual...being krazii...most likely on that h0t sickkk bus...
yaa...i miss everyone alot and even though we see eachother its just not the same even though we have that special b0nd f0r lyff...its jus different.
ive c0me t0 realize that different isnt always good...actually its never good..it fucking sucks..like peri n0t being herre...its different...and it fucking sucks s00 badd...and like my relationship wit juli0..its f0rever changing...which makes it different..and that als0 sucks...s0metimes...but the wayy its recently changed has actually been pretti fucking g00d even though its n0w day 4 that he hasnt called me bakk...and if he thinks im g0nna call him...im n0t :|
with that said...im g0nna g0 d0 s0me m0re useless shit around the house...
amber and j0rdan! g00d looks mann! haha we are chillen f 0 s h 0 ! haha luv u guyys...luv camp w00dland4lyf...i luv u PERI 1PFS...and i luv my b00 even though he d0esnt kn0 h0w t0 call n0b0dy...ha
madd luvv
lara