When your rollercoaster slides off the trakcs
Normal amusement park rids go up and down.
Left and right... and Upside down.
But what do you do when yours breaks?
Invents new laws of gravity for itself?
You do shit for nothing,
Just enjoy the ride.
So my worry-free teenage life is already ending and I have signs of old age. My back is so fucked up that I have to go to the chiropractor 3 times a week. The 2 second opinion doctors showed the same x rays, the same fucked up spine and neck, and the same traces of arthritis. Arthritis... Its more upsetting that I can verbalize.
I'm afraid of acupuncture.
I really am scared shitless.
A thousand needles up and down my spine and neck.
I'm sure you'd be excited too.
To boot, I have a 9 hour shift on Saturday.
9 hours is a long ass time to have a smile screwed on your face
Pretending to be a nice person to random strangers.
Then, to make it even better
Sunday I have an 8 hour defensive driving class.
Damn.
I don't know. Life is weird in an oddly enjoyable way. I have a new sleeping aid, and it seems to be working. We'll see in a week. I made a skirt a couple days ago. My traces of boredom lead me to the sewing machine. A brand new job the cute screamo co-worker asked me on a date. Surprising, but flattering. I smiled uncontrollably for the first time in a long while...
There is an art show in Sedona next month, some of my work thats currently in Brandy's is going in, and a few more.. for display and sell. Thats a little Encouraging. Aside from this, I have no idea. I don't get people, myself included....All I really trust are my loved ones. You know, my mother, my cats, and only the couple mentionable friends. I mean I love all of my friends, but only a few cross the 'best' line. Only a couple get complete trust. It seems the more fucked up my life gets the more I like it. I don't even know how to explain myself anymore. I see now how mistakes are truly a good thing in disguise.
Left and right... and Upside down.
But what do you do when yours breaks?
Invents new laws of gravity for itself?
You do shit for nothing,
Just enjoy the ride.
So my worry-free teenage life is already ending and I have signs of old age. My back is so fucked up that I have to go to the chiropractor 3 times a week. The 2 second opinion doctors showed the same x rays, the same fucked up spine and neck, and the same traces of arthritis. Arthritis... Its more upsetting that I can verbalize.
I'm afraid of acupuncture.
I really am scared shitless.
A thousand needles up and down my spine and neck.
I'm sure you'd be excited too.
To boot, I have a 9 hour shift on Saturday.
9 hours is a long ass time to have a smile screwed on your face
Pretending to be a nice person to random strangers.
Then, to make it even better
Sunday I have an 8 hour defensive driving class.
Damn.
I don't know. Life is weird in an oddly enjoyable way. I have a new sleeping aid, and it seems to be working. We'll see in a week. I made a skirt a couple days ago. My traces of boredom lead me to the sewing machine. A brand new job the cute screamo co-worker asked me on a date. Surprising, but flattering. I smiled uncontrollably for the first time in a long while...
There is an art show in Sedona next month, some of my work thats currently in Brandy's is going in, and a few more.. for display and sell. Thats a little Encouraging. Aside from this, I have no idea. I don't get people, myself included....All I really trust are my loved ones. You know, my mother, my cats, and only the couple mentionable friends. I mean I love all of my friends, but only a few cross the 'best' line. Only a couple get complete trust. It seems the more fucked up my life gets the more I like it. I don't even know how to explain myself anymore. I see now how mistakes are truly a good thing in disguise.