The World According To My Rear-View-Mirror
"I feel as if my skin is the only thing keeping me from going everywhere all at once."
Have you ever been so deprived of sleep that one full week seems more like a blur of semi-conscious moments, merely separated by catnaps? I've gotten to the point that the limbo~lands of being almost asleep and being nearly awake feel the same. I can't tell the difference anymore, all I know is my life is a constant state of limbo, and I no longer posses the ability to verbalize a complete sentence correctly. To add, I'm almost positive falling asleep standing up isn't all that hard afterall.
I've come to a series of random realizations and decisions lately. First things first, pie is overrated, and I don't really like it. Alrite, moving on, assumptions. They are evil deceiving little things. It funny how we just assume things, fit the mold to our mind, and make it into what we think it should be. One of the 'pretties' guys I know, you know the type, the ones that have all the girls swooning over them, so much that when they walk into the room the girls flock to him, well I made an assumption about him. We all know a couple of these guys, the sweet pretty boys who have no idea that they could have any girl they wanted. Well ths guy talked to me about how alone he is, and how sad it makes him... amazing. Life just all around perplexes me.
Todays weather is partly apathetic with gusts of irritation, and theres a slight chance of losing control as the day progresses.
To everyone, if I've been a bitch lately I'm sorry. Really. My attention span is that of an A.D.D. toddler who just found a sparkly item. On that note, I found a rare bonus NIN song called 'Beside You In Time"... and its pretty. So, add a few unfinished broken sentences rants, a dash of spontaneous mood sparks, a teaspoon of daydreaming, a cup of mixed emotions and 7 parts artsy inspiration for every one part sleep, and you have a recipe for Kelli.
Todays top temperature was lukewarm, with occassional smiles and sparatic headaches.
I've decided to take up oil-painting. So, off I go.
=)
Have you ever been so deprived of sleep that one full week seems more like a blur of semi-conscious moments, merely separated by catnaps? I've gotten to the point that the limbo~lands of being almost asleep and being nearly awake feel the same. I can't tell the difference anymore, all I know is my life is a constant state of limbo, and I no longer posses the ability to verbalize a complete sentence correctly. To add, I'm almost positive falling asleep standing up isn't all that hard afterall.
I've come to a series of random realizations and decisions lately. First things first, pie is overrated, and I don't really like it. Alrite, moving on, assumptions. They are evil deceiving little things. It funny how we just assume things, fit the mold to our mind, and make it into what we think it should be. One of the 'pretties' guys I know, you know the type, the ones that have all the girls swooning over them, so much that when they walk into the room the girls flock to him, well I made an assumption about him. We all know a couple of these guys, the sweet pretty boys who have no idea that they could have any girl they wanted. Well ths guy talked to me about how alone he is, and how sad it makes him... amazing. Life just all around perplexes me.
Todays weather is partly apathetic with gusts of irritation, and theres a slight chance of losing control as the day progresses.
To everyone, if I've been a bitch lately I'm sorry. Really. My attention span is that of an A.D.D. toddler who just found a sparkly item. On that note, I found a rare bonus NIN song called 'Beside You In Time"... and its pretty. So, add a few unfinished broken sentences rants, a dash of spontaneous mood sparks, a teaspoon of daydreaming, a cup of mixed emotions and 7 parts artsy inspiration for every one part sleep, and you have a recipe for Kelli.
Todays top temperature was lukewarm, with occassional smiles and sparatic headaches.
I've decided to take up oil-painting. So, off I go.
=)