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this is it
how many times can i say...this is it. i never thought the one person who tore me apart would be the one i turn to in the end, the one i end up with...the love of my life. true love is real..give it time, u will find it -
now this really is it
where does time go? how many times have i thought this is it and yet i was sooo wrong. i never new love until i held her close. she is the product of our love. my heart melts and her smile makes me love him more. how did this happen? who would have thought my first would be my last. -
true love waits, and waits, and never works!
this is not my fault..i did nothing but give and give! i'm over come with anger! i'm depressed and fucked up! i hate this heart ache! i ache alone! -
DROWN MY BELIEFS
what is life, a year gone and my feelings are lost. how can i go on? i dont know where im going.. all i can tell u is where i've been, not too far, not too many places, just stuck here..in my own head. i dont know how toget out, someone save me from myself! -
try to remember
so i havent been on LJ for like a year...even longer! and i was ready everything...its hard to remember the feelings i seem to have expressed at one time, i cant remember the times when life was alot easier then it is now... i feel like i dont even know my self any more....**sigh*** -
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i haven't updated in a long while, did anyone miss me? i'm sure. my life is'nt all that exciding anyway! all i do is go to school and work and see ivan every chance i get! i hope all five of my friends are ok! -
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i dont know what this entry is to be about...skools almost out! i cant wait! i signed up for a guitar class! go me!! i droped my chem class cuz i realized i dont have to take it! work sucks! i need a new job, i cant take it. theres nothing more to say, i have such a boring life! -
the future looks bright!
i havent posted in a long time, ivan and i are going to see the D dolls tonight! i cant wait... so i'm trying my best right now just to get through skool, but its so hard. i need to look for a new job, well like a second job. i need to save lots of money for the road! i cant wait! so anyone wannna contribute to the funds that will send me out on ( Read more... ) -
hello beauty
i'm tiredd three day weekend and i have work!! bummer, any who.. i miss my missamerica, and i miss my fatso! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, i dont wanna work -
beauty
i found true beauty in you, you are everything i never new i always wanted. i crave you! i still dont understand why its me you are with...but i thank the heavens for sending you to me! you are my god! i love you more than the word love can ever describe! the way i feel is never ending...lets run away to a far away land!